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You'll never actually know all of me, I am what I show you. This is because I am many things. I’m a daughter, sister, granddaughter, niece, cousin, best friend, a student, a partner. I’m confident, shy, excitable, outgoing. I’m selfish, generous, frightened, hopeful, determined, loving. I’m sick, tired, careful, careless, reckless, impulsive, emotional, jealous, and stoic. I'm hurt, happy, loved. I’m a broken whole, misunderstood, judged. I’m a handful of oxymorons, conflictions, and contradictions. Please just love me for who I am.
I know that most of my followers will scroll past this, but please just read it. this is me and my brother Lewis. He has cerebral pulsey, epilepsy and autism.. he has a thing for gates and badges. Yesterday I took him to the park, and 2 girls said really loudly, ‘she shouldn’t be taking him out in public, look at him’ my heart sank. He heard it aswell and when we got home, he was really upset, he said ‘why don’t people like me Kimmy? why do they call me nasty names?’ i didn’t know what to say to him.. i told him he was beautiful, that people who don’t like him are stupid, because they dont even know him.. but he said that he isn’t and that he didn’t want to be born, and broke down in tears.. i just want someone, even if it’s one person to reblog this, so i can show him that he’s worth it.. that he’s beautiful. 

I know that most of my followers will scroll past this, but please just read it.

this is me and my brother Lewis. He has cerebral pulsey, epilepsy and autism.. he has a thing for gates and badges. Yesterday I took him to the park, and 2 girls said really loudly, ‘she shouldn’t be taking him out in public, look at him’ my heart sank. He heard it aswell and when we got home, he was really upset, he said ‘why don’t people like me Kimmy? why do they call me nasty names?’ i didn’t know what to say to him.. i told him he was beautiful, that people who don’t like him are stupid, because they dont even know him.. but he said that he isn’t and that he didn’t want to be born, and broke down in tears.. i just want someone, even if it’s one person to reblog this, so i can show him that he’s worth it.. that he’s beautiful. 

(Source: saygoodbyeto-hollywood, via thisboythatgirl)

mariahtheportagiee: okay so this is my brother Zackary & his daughter Kira, you might be wondering why i’m posting a picture of them on my tumblr. well the thing is my brother passed away a little over a year ago on december 18th, 2010. his daughter was only a month old when he passed away. well now you might be wondering how he died. so him & his girlfriend got into a fight & he left out of rage & ended up going to a club with his friend & got drunk. when him & his friend were leaving they ended up getting into a fight with these 3 guys, while his friend was fighting 2 of the guys, the guys stopped & pointed to my brother & said “hey look at your friend” & when my brothers friend looked over my brother was holding his stomach & was bleeding. one of the guys stabbed him several times 2 fatal to the heart. my brother managed to walk to his car which was less than 30 feet away from where he was stabbed & thats where he fell. by the time the ambulence came it was too late & the 3 killers ran away & the killers are still unknown. my brother was only 22 he still had many years ahead of him. my brother always wanted to be famous, maybe not tumblr famous but  if you’re reading this can you please just reblog this for him. I will NEVER be as close to anyone as i was with him. NEVER FORGOTTEN ZACKARY JOSEPH MARSHALL 5.27.1988-12.18.2010

mariahtheportagiee:

okay so this is my brother Zackary & his daughter Kira, you might be wondering why i’m posting a picture of them on my tumblr. well the thing is my brother passed away a little over a year ago on december 18th, 2010. his daughter was only a month old when he passed away. well now you might be wondering how he died. so him & his girlfriend got into a fight & he left out of rage & ended up going to a club with his friend & got drunk. when him & his friend were leaving they ended up getting into a fight with these 3 guys, while his friend was fighting 2 of the guys, the guys stopped & pointed to my brother & said “hey look at your friend” & when my brothers friend looked over my brother was holding his stomach & was bleeding. one of the guys stabbed him several times 2 fatal to the heart. my brother managed to walk to his car which was less than 30 feet away from where he was stabbed & thats where he fell. by the time the ambulence came it was too late & the 3 killers ran away & the killers are still unknown. my brother was only 22 he still had many years ahead of him. my brother always wanted to be famous, maybe not tumblr famous but  if you’re reading this can you please just reblog this for him. I will NEVER be as close to anyone as i was with him. NEVER FORGOTTEN ZACKARY JOSEPH MARSHALL 5.27.1988-12.18.2010

(Source: just-0ne-wish, via just-the-way-you-arent)

fuckyeahtattoos: This is my first tattoo and now i’m seriously addicted :)

fuckyeahtattoos:

This is my first tattoo and now i’m seriously addicted :)